New and Old

I have been stretching my thoughts lately to span some wide distances... from the past to the future. It is probably because so many things have been happening to me that force me to stare my future square in the eye and look back on my past and how all the things that have taken place play into what is happening to me, here, now. I feel a need to reconnect with people I have known and cared for in years past. That shouldn't prove too difficult because this is the wonderful year that all of my best friends from high school return home from their missions and I have the opportunity to see old acquaintances. I'm also realizing now how fast the time has gone by since I graduated high school. Life is so different now, and I expect it to be continually changing, which isn't necessarily a bad thing. My blog layout, for one, has recently been changed by yours truly if you haven't noticed. I am quite fond of it! Change is good if we make the most of it. So that is my plan for this new year. I usually don't make a list of resolutions. I'm feeling quite inclined to this year, however... we'll see... some of it might end up posted here. Anyway, here's to then and now and forever hereafter!

Personal Anecdotes

Today, I would like to post some stories about my childhood that I love. This is basically bits and pieces of a personal history paper I wrote for my family history class. It also reveals lots of other things about me, I think. Enjoy! [NOTE: it's a little long, so just press on for as long as you please] On March 18, 1988, my mom asked my dad to bring her a dozen red roses. That was the day I was born. In her post-labor excitement over having a baby girl, she forgot about her request until the next morning when she woke up to twelve lovely red carnations by her hospital bed. My dad came in the room beaming, and asked her if she liked her roses. I have one brother named Justin. We have never fought, but did get into some trouble together when we were little. One time we decided to paint ourselves green. My mom and dad were not very happy when they found two green spray-painted silhouettes on the side of the house. They were not any happier when they discovered that my hair would stubbornly remain green for the next few weeks. One summer afternoon, I decided that I needed a haircut, and that I had the skills to do it myself. Mom and dad were in the front yard working in the flowerbeds when I skipped around the backyard with shears, slicing off random chunks of my dark, straight hair that fell past the small of my back. I didn’t realize what I was getting myself into until my mom evened it all out and presented the new bob cut to my dad and brother. I distinctly remember my dad nostalgically commenting that he liked my pretty long hair. I also remember bursting into tears shortly thereafter, crying “daddy doesn’t think I’m pretty anymore!” Up until kindergarten, I thought my grandma was just my grandma. She was always a grandma. Her purpose in life was to be mine. When she teased about giving my dad a spanking one evening, I giggled, “you can’t spank him, you’re not his mom!” I didn’t believe her when she told me that, indeed, she was. My parents and grandparents had a good laugh over that conversation, but I had a good mental readjusting after it. It was a totally foreign concept to me at the time. Every year in the springtime, Sandy City, where I grew up, would schedule a city cleanup week when residents could load their front curbs with whatever junk they wanted, however large and however much they could fit there without disrupting traffic. City services would then come by and pick it all up to help everyone with their spring cleaning and clearing. I loved Sandy Cleanup. I would rummage through all of the piles on my way home from school and bring home little treasures. I still have a hanging music box I would listen to every night that plays “It’s A Small World.” One time I found a wallet with lots of money in it, so I took the money up to the owner’s front door and received a bitter scolding for going through their personal items. I stopped rummaging after that. Justin would bring me home little trinkets from his 5th grade class every Friday. Some of these were probably less valuable than the items I found on the street curbs. Bouncy balls, mini teddy bears, pogs, and candy were the prizes that students in my brother’s class could purchase with tokens earned during the week for good, kind, respectful behavior. Naturally, my brother always received lots of tokens and bought me something special with them every single week. Near the end of my elementary school days, I discovered several particular interests and talents that I clung to as I began to accept and love myself for myself. I had a teacher who thought of me as a smart student for the first time ever. She inspired me to work hard in school and write and write and write anything and everything. I developed a love for writing and reading that year, and won the State Reflections contest in the Literature category for a story I wrote about an old man who discovers hundreds of fairies living in the crumbling stone wall under the waterfall of a magical pond surrounded by red polka-dotted mushrooms. ...oh to be a kid again, and have such simpler problems and more magical ambitions!

Tag, You're It!

Okay, Emily Ann tagged me in her blog so now I need to post the fourth picture from the fourth folder in my Pictures folder.

Voila:

I took this picture last summer on my back porch in Draper. It was basically right after I discovered picnik.com, and I ran around my house trying to find cool things to take pictures of so I could use them on the spiffy online photo editing Web site!

Now, I tag Kayla and Rachie!

Post the fourth photo in the fourth folder in your Pictures folder!

Things I Have Learned This Semester

...and some things I always knew but never realized that I did... . . . .. . . -1- Never expect anything. It almost always sets you up for disappointment. Pleasant surprises are just so pleasant, anyway. 2- The more time you spend in the Library, the better grades you SHOULD get. 3- If you walk out of a test thinking you did better than you really did, then it is a poorly written test. 4- Being different is a good thing. 5- The Brontës were a strange, brilliant little family. 6- Everyone needs to be appreciated. 7- Scriptures are different every time you read them. 8- There is this really cool butter spray you can get at the grocery store that has zero calories but still makes everything taste yummy. 9- Salt isn't very good for you. 10-It really isn't that hard to avoid contention. All you have to do is try. 11- Dating is confusing. 12- If you don't do your laundry, nobody will. 13-"Say what you need to say!" 14- There is an aquarium in the basement of the Widtsoe. 15-Some memories never fade and some friendships last forever. 16-Snow is beautiful. 17-I am indecisive. 18-Public Relations majors have to write for the Daily Universe for a whole semester. Mine is this coming winter. 19- Being open-minded is such a good thing. It keeps you from getting offended all the time and really makes you appreciate when someone is respecting you. 20- Tomasittos serves really yummy biscuits before 11am every morning. 21-I will be turning 21 this coming year... 22-Rules protect us and make us happier when we willingly obey them. 23- "Just because everything's changing, doesn't mean it hasn't been this way before." 24- Smiling is attractive. 25-God lives and loves me very dearly. He knows better than I what is best for me.